Y Tuesday, January 22, 2008Y
1/22/2008 05:18:00 PM
everyting gone..gone..gone..all thanks to my stupidity..sighhh..this is the 1st time tt we're nt in contact for more den 24 hrs..why am i so retarded?it's all my fault..all my farking fault..i hate myself..why must i lie to him over someting tt i nv do wrong..why shd i lie?wad the hell was i tinking??it was nothing wrong miting a fren whom i hv nt seen for a long time for coffee when i'm nearby..why must i lie to him..there must be someting wrong wif mi..i reali reali hope tt there'll be another chance..but haiis..i;ve hurt him deep..nth can be salvage already..
dear..i'm veri sorry for hurting u..i dun hv the guts to call or msg u at all..mondae will be our 9 mths anni..after doing wad i am suppose to do, i'll disappear frm ur life forever..thanks for everyting tt u've done for mi..thanks for treating mi so good thou i suck..i'm truely sorry..
